There's Another ... You!

"Headphones, is the only way. Only when I have my headphones in I can remember the normal me, the world that it was two seconds ago, my world that I once lived in and loved."

Sometimes, I laugh at myself whether it's in front of the mirror or in the middle of nowhere... Thinking, whether if God is playing a trick on me or not.

Sometimes, tears would appear because of my anger, because I couldn't believe I would once again allow this to happen to me, because I have met another "someone" who reminds me of the last one... You!

Sometimes, there will be a smile because I have simply and officially given up, because I simply regained that painful feeling in my heart once again...

Sometimes, old scarring isn't able to heal because there is always someone around the corner looking and planning for you ... Waiting to see how you will fall. Waiting to write a play out of your pain! 

One Person's Luck!

         

"If one person's luck is already spread out evenly throughout their lifetime, then what is your luck in meeting that one person, being able to talk to them, for them to like you, fall in love, then be together till the end of your life?"

You still have a very long path ahead, are you ready to lose now, and forever leave a mark on your pathway? 

Are you brave enough to let your luck decide on how big and how deep your scar is going to be?

If you've already made the choice to hand over your luck to others then you will need to learn how to smile even if it really hurts.

From now on, tears and heartaches can only be felt by you, yourself. You no longer have the right to complain or ask for help from anyone anymore ... Because it was you who chose this pathway. 

Your Own Crowd!

"Life is like a shooting star. It started off being nothing."  

Sometimes, beautiful things requires a long process of making before turning into anything! 

For everyone, life started of being the same, blank and dull. However, over time and mistakes, our life started to paint different colours, making these blank pieces of papers into master pieces. And as of the outcome ... Well ... There's always a crowd that comes along with each!

Some painting sparkle more than others. 

Some painting speak louder than others. 

Some painting shine brighter than others. 

These painting might look good at it's peek but like flowers and everything else ... It will soon die down, returning to our life just like any ordinary painting!

Life is like a shooting star, it can sparkle, make people crowd around it, but it will also die down. Making what was once bright and breath taking, dark and dull again!

"Be The Most Attractive And Addicting Perfume There Is!"

"If in 60 odd years someone asks, I can say my wrinkles comes from laughing a lot. Don't just laugh using your mouth, laugh with your eyes and heart too!" 

Not everyone has the strength to smile and laugh, sometimes, a smile or a laugh is used for covering up many secrets, many scars and millions of teardrops. So, why not smile while we still have the strength to?

A smile is like a good perfume, it can travel miles, it can stick and leave one person feeling confident. The difference is ... You have to use money to purchase a bottle of perfume but a smile is free!

Allow yourself to be the most attractive and addicting perfume there is on the market! 
Have a nice day...

明天的太陽，仍然暖著。

     

“我才沒有愛你 我們之間怎麼可能
我才沒有恨你 就憑你啊差得遠了
我才沒有倔強 思念眼淚都是胡扯
會擁有心動到可能 別傻了
我才沒有懷念 我們之間有多快樂
我才沒有相信 遇見你有多麼難得
我才沒有嘴硬 說我懂了就不哭了
原來愛只是過程
擁抱遺憾才完整
明天的太陽仍然暖著”

不管別人問我多少邊： “想不想談戀愛啊？”
我都會回答一樣的答案： “不想”。
但在心裡就會有時候想的不一樣！
我們會遇見嗎？
或者，我們會越走越遠呢？
到那個時候我會錯過你嗎？
常常會聽到別人說偶像劇裡的都是假的，不會在現實生活中發生了。 但如果真的有那一天我也很想像戲裡的主角一樣的... 傻傻的愛一次！起碼我可以說我曾經有愛過，有錯過也有為了你痛哭過...
但也有可能哪一天永遠都不會來，因為，心裡的害怕跟陰影會讓我一次又一次的否定這一切的全在！

你到底在哪裡啊？老天爺會容許我見到你嗎？

Welcome Back, Missed You!

"You were always happy but then suddenly you've became very unhappy all the time."

Let go ... Let it go ... Let everything go! 
Return everything that doesn't belongs to you... Having the courage to give up everything is always hard. The harder and tighter we hold onto them now, the harder it would be to leave it at the end!

If those cuts and scars can't heal, Leave it. 
Let those cuts and scars stay there as a warning sign to help remind yourself along the path that you are going to walk later on in life.
If those cuts and scars hurt and stings, Leave it.
Let them wake you up in pain because then you would always remember how the pain once felt.

And then you would always be able to remember: "After each storm, there is always a rainbow shining somewhere, some very hard to see, some very easy to find but if you look hard enough, you might be able to see a double rainbow shining above and over you." 

Welcome Back... 

From The Very Beginning ...

"Sometimes "Sharing" isn't one wanting the other to define and explain those problems. Instead, it's one wishing for another to understand and feel those heartaches."

               Every year's 1st January millions of people closes their eyes, standing under the same piece of sky and wishes for what their heart desires. Some might wish for: a new year a new beginning, a happier year, a healthier year, a new career, a new life partner etc.  But there is also a small amount of people who simply just wishes for someone to listen to their heart without judging or explaining every single consequences ... Just to simply listen. 

Perhaps,  if our greed wasn't as big ~ We might finally notice that these wishes was already once granted to us from the very beginning!

More Than Just A Scribble!

Sometimes a signature can mean a lot... More than just a scribble!

Once the "scribble" has been printed on those papers, you then have to carry whatever those outcomes are. It can be something as simple as taking away your smiles, your laughter, your tears or as big as your entire life... Can we all bear this type of contracted lifestyle?  Being watched over our shoulders, every move, every twitch we make is being recorded! 

         Whether you signed those papers with a smile or a drop of tear, the outcome isn't something that everyone can handle. But when you finally awaken and look back... It might be a little too late because everything you do already requires another person's approval! 

Not Everything Requires A Reply.

"... It's Time To Say Farewell!"

I had part of me that was still living in my childhood, still dreaming, imagining, wishing for some sort of miracles to happen each and everyday of my life. 
              However, after hitting my 20s I've finally learnt, how others look or say doesn't justify who you are because those who truly know you will understand and those who judge you doesn't matter! This thought never came to me easily, because I've always been one of those people who care a great deal about how others look or talk about me. I even cared so much that I lived the first 20 years of my life the way others want me to. I did everything that others told me to, I listened to everything others got to say about me, I took everything in but at the end I realised ... Not only that I wasn't happy, but when I didn't meet other people's expectations, it made them disappointed too. 

Not everything requires a reply because only you know yourself... Don't ever let other people's views justify who you are!

Because It Is Required Of You.

A little too much, A little over the line, A little bit taken advantaged of ... 

Too many "A little ..." can one day become "A little too much." 
It may all just have started of by you giving others the benefit of the doubt but slowly they will learn that they can take more and more from you and that you will allow them to. But, soon it all becomes required of you. Because it's required of you so you have to change to suit them, because it's require of you so you have to do everything for them, because it's required of you so there is no excuse and because it's required of you, they don't need to say one thank you or one sorry to you.
         It can take One day, One month, One, Two or even Three years before you would say "Enough Is Enough."  
But In the end, you would turn around and look back and you would always thank those who once hurt you "... Because The Greatest Lessons In Life Is Never Learned From Multiple Success Instead, It's From Big And Great Falls In Life."

When Your Left Alone ...

"Be Who You Are And Say What You Feel Because Those Who Mind Doesn't Matter And Those Who Doesn't Mind Matters." 

On day to day basis we hear all kinds of judgements being made on us whether it's from those who we know or those who we didn't even knew they existed, as long as there is someone living, there will always be all kind of judgements and rumours. So, why do we still feel heart broken when we already knew that this is what humanity is like?
         Some day we can pretend that we couldn't hear anything but other days we can take it straight to heart. Someone once said : "Tears doesn't mean you are weak, it just means that you've been too strong for too long."
Yet there are those who said : "You would only find those tearing up because they expected too much from humanity." 

No matter which saying is true or whether none of them is true. We still must move forward because "The only time we should look back is when we want to see how far we've came."

Can You Bear Your Own Crown?

"If One Wants To Wear The Crown, They Must Bear The Crown ..."

         Every time we wear our uniforms we also wear the weight that comes along with it.  Some might be lighter than others, but from the moment you've decided to carry this piece of clothing on you, you agreed to wear what comes along with it, whether it is a crown or the little jewels.
        We always hear others saying : "People will improve as they grow up." 
But the truth is ... that we are just like those little jewels, at the end we are being placed and used however others like. From the beginning there was already no choice, we were already shaped into what they consider is right ... is correct for us. People who were born in wealthy families are born to play their sets of rules and those who we might consider normal or poor, have their own sets too. However, at the end only powerful people can adjust those that we consider as our standards and rules. 

Can you bear your own crown? Or are you wearing what doesn't belongs to you? 
If you are ... Have you ever thought of returning it?

Desires And Wishes.

"Always Hold Your Desires And Wishes To Heart To Learn The True Lessons In Life." 

         We all have a set of desires and wishes that may allows us to think they belong to us and that we control them but ... The truth is there is only a slight fine line in between us and it. Is it us that controls it or is it controlling us? Will it finally explode and will it be big enough to make an impact on us?
One year after another, We might tell ourselves if we keep trying and have the courage, we can change what we think is the truth. We might all once tried to write our desires and wishes over the truth but it's not to return it what doesn't belong to us. 

Don't try to over write what once was the truth. 
It's never too late to wake up and return it to others, you will find that every breath you take, without your desires and wishes taking over you ... Is a new page in life!

The Two Way Path.

In one question there is many answers and views to it, just like in one story there is one or more sides. Till today the phrase "I like it" is still so difficult to say ... And till today some people still don't know where they stand, whether they truly like something or simply just too used to it?

          We constantly ask ourselves the same questions over and over again but how many of us noticed, it doesn't matter how many times we asked the same question because ... We will still never have the courage to answer the question because deep down we all know that the words "I Don't Like It" is even harder to say and to accept.

Once Is Called "Silly", Twice Is Called "Stupid"

Some people say "God won't give you more than what you can handle."
However, would you still be saying that if you constantly fail lessons after lessons?

Sometimes people can forget that it only takes one strike to strike it through us, the same goes for wrong turns in life... It only takes one small wrong turn to take our breaths away. To believe that there is something better around the corner is a lie that everyone lives in. Letting yourself believe that anyone is there for you the first time round is called "Being Silly" but letting yourself believe in that again the second time round is called "Being Stupid."

We all sometimes can be "Silly" but don't let yourself be "Stupid."
In everyone's heart there is a set of scales, how they weight you - you can't control but make sure you don't weigh yourself wrong again!

Last Life To This Life To Next Life...

"The Things That We Aren't Willing To Let Go, Is Always The Things That Doesn't Necessary Belongs To Us!"

         Some people say that their children was there last life's lover. Some people also say that we can't bring anything from our past life to this life and that we can't take anything with us when we leave this world. 
In this world everyone is aging with each other, and not one of us can decide when to draw a full stop to life. Nothing can stop the future from happening but humans are humans... We create scenarios, imagine and over think each step we take. But these won't help us solve any problem in fact it will only make problems seem worse!

If nobody knows when something will happen then why not look at things in a good prospective, maybe we've already out earned a day, a week or a year of living! And at least when something happens we can say to ourselves that we once lived very happily!

Hello, Goodbye.

"Sometimes the smallest things takes up the most room in your heart." 
           Over time anything can happen, it doesn't matter whether if it is just over one second or one year, back then in your eyes this thing could only just be like an unwanted stone but now it became more precious than a diamond! 
           After all the time you spent in protecting it, after all the work you prepared yourself for it, it decided to leave. Leaving you can't help but to feel that all your hard work somehow suddenly disappeared and to feel a bit lost without it...  At the end what you can only do is to sit back and wave goodbye and slowly see it disappear in front of you.

Hope everyone can remember to always treasure things around you before it's too late.
Not everything can have a "Take Two" or a "Replay" button.

Like A Candle...

Happiness is like candles, it flickers really beautifully and brightly, and as long as you hold the candles near you, you will always feel the warmth it gives you just like the fulfilling feeling we receive when real happiness invades our entire heart. But those moments is always very short because as long as wind blows by us, those little light in our candles will be out!

Life is unknown.
Nobody can plan out their life as they wish ...
Nobody can make deals with life ...
Nobody can estimate and prevent the wind from blowing or how strong it blows ...

But "Life is like a camera ... Focus on what's important. Capture the good times, develop from the negatives, and if things don't work out ... Then we can only try to take another shot!"
Hope everyone can remember their negatives but try to develop and move on and learn to take another positive shot!

Giving It Your Everything.

Many people live their life on a day to day basis, not knowing whether if they are living it because/for someone or for themselves. It might have just started of by saying what others would like them to say: "I like it!", but slowly even themselves doesn't know whether they truly like it or just saying it. 
           Those who truly like something will give their everything to achieve the best of it and will always find every moment a joy because it's them who choose that path. Whereas, for those who are there just to follow others foot step will find every moment a obstacle and when something strikes them, even the smallest thing, will knock them out! 
           Living life as other plans it can make you struggle to breath, you will spend every moment doubting your own actions, you will spend your time dreaming the real outside world when others are living in fear of it!

Will there be a day that the words "I like it" isn't as hard to say as today's?

Limited ...!

We always hear other people say : "Live your life to the fullest and treasure every moment!" 
                  Sometimes life can make us feel so faithful ... but at the same time as we are happy, on the other side of the world someone, somewhere is miserable! 

We are always made to face our fears and except the truth in life, you will sometimes think we have seen everything and that we can face anything now but ... What about death? Can you face death? Seeing someone you love slowly stop breathing, slowly closing their eyes, slowly becoming very quiet... And slowly their heart stops. And when you relies that the heart has stopped, everything could become "Too Little, Too Late!" already.

Life is very short and time is limited, treasure every little moment with your love one(s)!
Learn to not relies too late and be the best that you can be at this moment is already more than enough.